I get it.. I'm annoying, too clingy. But that's what makes me, me. I love hugs, God do I need them now😔, I love being around people - yet I'm not much of a people person. 😦 I'm always here when you need me, but are you, when I need you? I guess I'm like a little kid. I cry over small things, I complain until I get my way, but.. I'm the most lovable kind of person.💗 it upsets me how much I've angered you within the last 24 hours, because what have I done wrong? ...I've been me. I wanna talk to you, I wanna sleep on the phone at night with you, I wanna see that cute face of yours, I miss your dark skin tone that I've grown to love more and more as the days go on.. those tight curls of yours I wanna run my hand through, I wanna play with your gotugue, I wanna Poke you, I wanna cuddle up against you, I wanna be with you.. so fucking bad. My body isn't the best, I'm not complaining about my weight anymore, just the scars that I've put on my skin.. yea I messed up, but you've helped give me a positive attitude. Now that's taken away, I annoy the shit out of you when I try calling you in the early morning from a terrifying nightmare - my past. I don't wanna go back to it. I just wanna be with you and happy. I want us back. We're here and together, the distance ain't nothing cuz we bring so much to it, yet.. it's like we're friends. Not best friends, but friends. Joseph, babe, I love you. To the moon and back. I'll keep fighting for you, I'll keep yelling and protecting you, because that's just what I'd do for you. I know the you, you were before, is still there. You're just stuck behind those walls of yours, and I'll try to break them down once again.
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